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finally i bek kl again… haiz… hv some worry …. last sem break was past; new sem is starting …it is my final yr stay in upm lo….start prepare my FYP topic….i nvr thought tat tis day will coming soon la… hvnt prepare myself yet in tis final yr…cos i stil on the way to enjoy my honeymoon now…hehe…..
last holiday, hv somethings happened la… but, sometime i confused… wat is true n false ……… jx like a show in life….. sometime i feel unfair….i din like stay at home, quite noisy, no direction n felt lost….., everydas jx bz n bz continuously….but nvr rest well…felt more pressure …..n got many thinking occured in my mind….
wat purpose of life? isit jx earn a lot of money? wat is lovE? can be love measuring by money? i dunno… family’s love? frenship’s love? quite disappointed until i dun dare to believe true love will be coming in my life ….. i think i jx nid a patner accompany me onli… but no really nid soul patner… altho i know bible hv said 2ppls better than 1.. but i dunno y i really scare tis feeling of love come inside my deep heart.. hop 1 day i can overcome my tis kind of odd feeling … hehe… actually i know i really get touched by someone, but rejected by the reason….i know i nid the time to think abt it wat should i wanted….